What's in my mind in all these time....

After a few weeks i didn't update my blog, i was thinking what should i write now. No doubt, it's all about my baby Calyn Tan. In my mind, no matter how busy am i, i am thinking of my baby every single minute. I seriously fall in love so deep and can't pull myself away from you. Although it's just almost a year we been together, but one thing i can make sure is>> You are my EVERYTHING. 


Before you, i am playful; before you, my heart can fill in more than a girl; before you, i will search for another girl when my girl is not around. Now, with you in my heart, i am not playful anymore; there is never be another girl in my heart except you; and i don't even think of getting another girl to replace you when you are not around. Very sorry baby if you see this blog, but what i want to say is, i am 101% serious in our relationship, our future. Baby, here i can give you a guarantee that you are the girl i wanted to be my wife. You are my last girlfriend in my life. 


I am sorry to you baby, giving you a feeling that i don't trust you. Because of your social network, i don't trust people around you. Baby please don't angry . I really can't afford to lost you. 


Baby, i know you don't stop me from going out with girls, i understand that. Is just i don't want to go out with girls, not your problem. Is just my pass experience told me that i shouldn't do that. You remember that you told me not to close with JENNY WONG ? You said that she got the ability to take people's boyfriend away ? This is one of the reason i don't want to go out with girls. Even i go out with girls, will be the one baby know, like Belle Belle... So, baby , basically this is the reason . I don't want let people got the opportunity to create trouble between us. 


Baby, i know i am over react when you working. But please allow me to say it again, drink more water, and please don't skip meal. Please take your meal especially when you working, even though you are not hungry. Just few more month i will have to chance to take care of baby again. I am waiting for that day, to take care of my wifey... Take care baby... i Miss you very much..very much.