I Hate Myself~~

Counting this counting that;
Predict this predict that;
Planning this planning that;
But so ? i can't even predict the time when you need me the most, i can't even make you happy. Can't even by your side when you need me the most and i need you the most...Can't even hug you thigh when i wanted to do so.


I made a big mistake,seriously a big mistake.....Acting like i am good enough in planning, in fact, an idiot who is pretending to be great...