Fishing

Went fishing with Baby at 22 of August a.k.a 14th of July according to Chinese traditional culture, Month of Ghost.

Sad case, we got no fish at all for that day. But, baby seems happy when she saw the sunset, guess it is because of our official date is witnessed by Mr.Sunset.

♥ When she can't get even a single fish :p ♥

♥ A simple sunset remind everything ♥

At night, the continues fishing session after we had our dinner, we finally cought an alien fish, which we got no idea what fish was that and i don't even know how to cook it,plus, the fish even "Scream" like a frog when we got it.. Eventually the fish was safe, we decided to leave it back and let the fish cry to his mama...

Just got to know from internet, this fish is known as Baung Pisang

Baby, next fishing session, i will go buy small fish and worm, we will spend a whole day time n fishing there, picnic there okay ? We made some bread... after we get the fish, i will be a chef for you baby...

6.11a.m.
23/08/2010

Mature

Mature = Characteristic of full development, either mental or physical.

Everyday we are working among ourselves and others in order to reach the stage of Full development ...

As my own experience, immature is the stage where we don't know how to think and even take care of ourselves. We do things according to our will without taking care the consequences and others' feeling. Obviously we are in serious trouble in this stage.
When we are on the way toward the mature stage, we experience a tons of obstacles, we tend to think a lot, in every aspects, trying to be a perfect creature, thus we end up with Stress.

The next stage is the critical part for us to manage those stress and searching solution and overcome those problems. Right, we are doing the right thing by thinking a lot n gain the perfect outcome, but, we are just a simple creature created by someone. We got our limitation, try to go on with the primary objective before we proceed to the future plan. If we can't even manage the current objective, then we will not success in the future objective as well... Is the same thing, everything around us are linked together, just try to figure it out, and manage it well, this will indirectly provide a systematic chart of our thinking, reduce out stress, and lead us toward the real mature.

Baby, i don't know how much you understand on what i crapping here, and what i told u last night. But, the purpose is just to help you, i just wanted to help you baby... Everytime you cry, i feel the pain, because i had the same problems before, i can understand what you feel. Baby, i don't know what else i can do for you in this situation except from talking like a your boring lecturer.

So sorry for that baby.. that's what i think i can do for you..jz remember that:

Shall you ever shed a tear;
Your angel will always be near.

Rainy Night

It's 2.09am in the morning. I can't believe i waken up by a stupid thinking. I hate myself being useless;otherwise i already got my own car. I hate myself being such a loser; otherwise i already got my PTPTN loan and won't suffer like this. I hate myself for can't do anything that i want; or else i now will be in somewhere with my baby Calyn,movie-ing every week,

Ice-skating at Sunway Piramid,
Water park-ing at Sunway Lagoon,
Sharing a cup of hot coffee at Genting,
Plucking strawberries at Cameron.

I don't like to borrow car from others, as those cars are not belong to me. A lot of problems that i must put into consideration when i borrowing those car from others. Baby...i am not talking these to you because of i don't know think these is the rational thinking. I know i should accept the truth. I know i should keep a hard work in order to gain the return.

Guess what baby, yesterday u still remember when i take a short nap around 5.30pm ? i dreamed our wedding party. In that dream, we dance on the stage, with all the bless from everyone...Although it is a short dream, but it's sweet, isn't it ?

♥Baby, remember this place ??? I will never forget this place ♥

♥Baby, Our version of "Into The Blue",Hehe ♥

♥ 爱Love爱 ♥

Durian Season? Sick Season ?

I found the answer. The Ogos is not a new start, it actually more to the Sick Season. Everyone around me have fall in love with this season, including me. First, Grandma, XuanYi, Baby, me, and then back to Baby.. Yesterday baby having a tough night to pass over.. baby, what i wanted to tell you is, please, don't be too stubborn sometimes, please listen to me, i want my wife to be healthy, so my wife can take care me and our children, i hope u get what i mean baby.....wish you get well soon.....

1 Ogos 2010

It's 1st of Ogos. This is what i saw people posted on facebook..wonder what is the special on it. Everyday is the same, doesn't mean a new month will be a new begining. A begining is come from ourself, not from month, and is non-visible. If a real new month can be a new begining, i guess, i will suck my mom's milk early of the month ;and drink an old man milk powder at the end of the month....By the way, i just miss my baby...still got about 2 and a half hour she will back to me side. And congratulation to my baby, i just saw a part of your photoshooting...Waiting u come back to me♥

Things come and go. Finish my E-commerce mid-term, but here coming up another busy week with Small Business Management and Business Finance mid-term, two tough subject. Plus the logistic report and analyze of venue. Baby, please bear with me this week, might be a tough week, kinda worry that i will busy and neglect my baby :(