Singapore ? Can I ?

     Few days ago, baby called and tell me that she want to go Singapore after graduate. I was like " Huh? thought that you won't go to Singapore d , and thought that you don't want to talk about this ?"  Hmm....Nevermind. I know that you never give up your mind to go Singapore. Me either, but i have to give up to Singapore to maintain everything, my mom, my brother and sister, and my relationship as well. 


     Baby ask me to go Singapore with her, i know she wish i can go. But, i am sorry, with your result, you can go anywhere you want; With my result, i got no choice and have to stay at Malaysia. Unless i have luck on that time, or else go to Singapore is definitely Mission Impossible for me. 


     Well....I try to be kind that time, tell her that just go to anyplace she want, go..just go....I force myself to say so, under a few condition

*I got no right to stop her.

*She deserve better. 

*Even i can stop her action, but i can't stop her will. 

     So, Bless me that i can keep on remind myself that if she is belongs with me, then eventually she will come back to me. And bless me that i can continue persuade myself to support whatever she want to do, not restrict her. Baby, you are free to go anywhere......anywhere....Just please please please please remember me. Can you ?