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＊＊＊＊Father & son were eating burger; Mother was cheering baby; Sister was eating fun fries..... How a sweet family..... These is what i saw jz now at McD.....So envy . A family full of the sounds of children, McD, is the place that can bring fun to people....
But, i wonder, after a few years, the children are growing up, will the family still happy together ? Will the children always get punished ?
＊＊＊＊Well, the feeling of being punished by Beloved father, still fresh in my mind...I remember that one day(that day i was standard 1996), i standing on the school bus n saw you riding motorcycle came out from a junction( which your workplace was located there), i was so exciting as i saw my father on the way back to home. Thus, i stretch my hand and shout on you but, your expression changed... you looks so serious and when i reached home, straight away my father scold me and hit my thigh with a big ruler(i still rememeber that the ruler was big, wide and painted with back animation picture on that surface).Why you want to hit me ? what had i done? You told me that "School bus is used to sit, not stand!" However, i feel bad n angry with my father that time. Luckily, my mom told me that" your fater punish you because he sacre you will injured is the bus emergency stop" ... See ? this is the natural-behavior between a man & a women, one is so "cold" and one is so "warm" in teaching children...So, fot the sons or daughters who hate or dislike their parents, this wide, don't be childlish, parents are the most and the only valuable asset in your life,appreciate it.Father, i really miss you all the time .... Kinda wish you can be my side, together with mom, teaching me what should i do in this situation...
＊＊＊＊Dad(this is how i call my father), i know you are being nice to all of your friends, but can i know where is your limit towards your friends? can you tell me ?? please.... i got the gen from you, nice towards my friends, but...one by one,giving me cut on my heart... we know each other for so long, can't you all being concern on me just for a second ? you will only find me when u need help,you will only text me when you need smth, such a selfish chick... and you, you will only help her?? is it true ? i am making a request on you ,and you giving me excuse. Don't you know that there is another way to help me ?? or you pretending don't know... It is impossible that i am the person making request , and keep making request again after being rejected, if i do so, then is it not anymore making request, it already consider making " force"... Today, i annouced that- ONCE AGAIN MY HEART DIED BECAUSE OF FRIENDSHIP. And i wonder how many life i got for my heart to die for.....