It's Not A Test, It's A Punishment

I AM GOING CRAZY

Time after time, i thought i can handle a distance relationship, yet, a short period of one week also i fail to overcome it.....
*Time after time, i started to hate this....very very hate.....
~I want to talk, but nobody for me to talk, i mean....no body suitable for me to talk;
~I want to hear your voice, seems very hard ;
~I want to call and sms , hard to do so as well;
~I wish to talk to you once i feel to , but...i can't ...:(

*You said before, distance is a test. And..it's Not At All... It's a punishment.
~God , Build a signal tower behind her house and allow us contact anytime ;
~God , Please don't be so cruel ;
~God , I am just like a simple human being which need the warm ;
~God , Take away this punishment and let us be a Normal Couple ;

Relize that in love is a good thing, but if can't control yourself, it will be a bad thing.
Chinese New Year is just around the conner, everyone is asking me
"Where are your girlfriend?"
Honestly, i don't like it..at all....Can you guys just shut your mouth ??
It's ok, our relationship will be able to reach your parents and will have their confirmation soon, right ? Perhaps this kind of thinking will turn a bad thing to a good thing :)

There is a Evil Soul inside me...
Which lead me to negative path when i am in trouble ;
Which keep persuade me that temper is good when i am in trouble;
Which keep persuade me to think more negative stuff when i am in trouble ;
God , please chase this evil soul away ^_^

*There is a Holly Soul inside me as well...
~Which give me a warm hug when i come back home ;
~Which give me a sweet kiss and make me feel happy ;
~Which tell me temper is not good for myself ;
~Which is wearing a same ring with me ;
So God, keep her with me ♥

Hmm....Feeling so nice after vent out here.. :P
Time to continue my day:)

ChildHood Reunion

The story start 13 years ago.~~~

My family had been neighbor with your family since i am in age 5. I was a naughty stupid idiot kid that time. Remember after watching some rascal movie, i act like rascal and bully you at kinder garden school. Surprisingly you are much bigger size than me but u cried.

Another incident i remember is i fabricate an accusation on you and causing u punished by your mom. It still fresh in my mind the sound of the wire hit on you.

When i was 8, you already 9 . Your father pass away in an accident. Your mom was so sad and your family need to move to KL . I won't forget the very first time your father brought me to KFC and i had my first hamburger and chicken there. Start from that day, mayonnaise never appear in my list of favorite.

At the same year 1997 , couple month right after your father pass away, another sad case in our neighborhood, my father passed away.

After a long long 13 years since 1997, finally we met each other. Untie Silva, indeed your face changed a lot. It totally different with my memory on you. But, the smile on you still the same. Shanni, you are the only one who gave me a big shock. Damn, you turn into a giant dinosaur. I can't imagine what the hell are you eating in this 13 years. Kishen, when u leave 13 years ago, you just a small 4 month baby. My impression on you when i met you, kinda bad... you looks like one of those kid who doesn't know how to appreciate your life; doesn't understand how your family struggling in these days to keep you alive.

Hamen, my first best friend ever in my life, we both share the same story, we both experience the same shits for our family, but , deep inside our heart, we know that we must stay strong for our family, we are elder. Thanks for your advice in my future and my relationship. I will consider about it. No doubt, you gave such an advice because you fall into that kind of relationship. But, please don't give up, a better girl will appear in your life, just the time is not right yet.

Thanks for the ride and showing me the night of KL. As your mom said, next time i will inform your guys earlier, so all of us can have a trip.