It's Not A Test, It's A Punishment

I AM GOING CRAZY

Time after time, i thought i can handle a distance relationship, yet, a short period of one week also i fail to overcome it.....
*Time after time, i started to hate this....very very hate.....
~I want to talk, but nobody for me to talk, i mean....no body suitable for me to talk;
~I want to hear your voice, seems very hard ;
~I want to call and sms , hard to do so as well;
~I wish to talk to you once i feel to , but...i can't ...:(

*You said before, distance is a test. And..it's Not At All... It's a punishment.
~God , Build a signal tower behind her house and allow us contact anytime ;
~God , Please don't be so cruel ;
~God , I am just like a simple human being which need the warm ;
~God , Take away this punishment and let us be a Normal Couple ;

Relize that in love is a good thing, but if can't control yourself, it will be a bad thing.
Chinese New Year is just around the conner, everyone is asking me
"Where are your girlfriend?"
Honestly, i don't like it..at all....Can you guys just shut your mouth ??
It's ok, our relationship will be able to reach your parents and will have their confirmation soon, right ? Perhaps this kind of thinking will turn a bad thing to a good thing :)

There is a Evil Soul inside me...
Which lead me to negative path when i am in trouble ;
Which keep persuade me that temper is good when i am in trouble;
Which keep persuade me to think more negative stuff when i am in trouble ;
God , please chase this evil soul away ^_^

*There is a Holly Soul inside me as well...
~Which give me a warm hug when i come back home ;
~Which give me a sweet kiss and make me feel happy ;
~Which tell me temper is not good for myself ;
~Which is wearing a same ring with me ;
So God, keep her with me ♥

Hmm....Feeling so nice after vent out here.. :P
Time to continue my day:)