What i want now ???

What i want now ? I really can't figure it out....

     I want a car? Yes, because i need it. I need it to make myself easier...To travel and meet my love, to travel to do my job. Today you ask me to find the college available in Taiping, what i can say is, you are brilliant , and u expect me to travel in formal wear, with motorbike ? Try to put yourself in my situation...you will do it ? you will happy and satisfy with your job ?


     I need a job? Yes, because i want to close to baby, so i can find her whenever i want especially i am down...just like today...But , it seem like baby is not free for my stupid emo stuff ??? I can feel that she don't know what to do in my case. It's ok..forget about it. Tomorrow onwards, i will keep in my own, until i can't stand for it...


     What i need now is the feel....the caring and loving feel....do i deserved it ?