Start every day with a smile and get it over with. -(W.C. Fields)
Saw this quote 2 days ago. It did bring me back. In conclusion, i stop thinking about our future, but i am not gonna forget it.
Yes, i know i have change since last week, i am not happy with everything around me, including you,baby.Maybe i feel like you not really care about what i want anymore. I started to feeling the difference compare with the time when we started our relationship.
But, it doesn't matter anymore...i will smile everyday to bring it over. Anyhow, it is just my own point of view:)I still remember our future deep inside my heart. I wish , i hope, and i want to be with you forever baby.
I still got half a year left to spend my time with friends and especially my baby in Kampar, i will appreciate it so much the life i been through in UTAR, although sometimes Kampar and Utar really freaking me out.
And, now is time for me to think about my future, my own future. I hope baby will work somewhere near to me, i hate distance. Maybe because i know myself kinda well, when i stress during work, i probably will neglect almost everything around me even my family, baby, and my meal.
I don't want this to influence our relationship. Since baby you think that distance is not a problem, then looks like i need to do something about my weakness. I need to overcome
it, and i need to make the worst assumption, which is baby won't stay in Malaysia because of me, maybe you will be at Singapore. Hmm..kinda sad when i think about it.
Since baby can't decide your decision, i will set my position to be at KL...at the middle of Malaysia..Hopefully you will get a job at KL as well ^^
That's it for today, tomorrow will be my plan on Christmas^^, Merry Christmas to all !!!
Yes, i know i have change since last week, i am not happy with everything around me, including you,baby.Maybe i feel like you not really care about what i want anymore. I started to feeling the difference compare with the time when we started our relationship.
But, it doesn't matter anymore...i will smile everyday to bring it over. Anyhow, it is just my own point of view:)I still remember our future deep inside my heart. I wish , i hope, and i want to be with you forever baby.
I still got half a year left to spend my time with friends and especially my baby in Kampar, i will appreciate it so much the life i been through in UTAR, although sometimes Kampar and Utar really freaking me out.
And, now is time for me to think about my future, my own future. I hope baby will work somewhere near to me, i hate distance. Maybe because i know myself kinda well, when i stress during work, i probably will neglect almost everything around me even my family, baby, and my meal.
I don't want this to influence our relationship. Since baby you think that distance is not a problem, then looks like i need to do something about my weakness. I need to overcome
it, and i need to make the worst assumption, which is baby won't stay in Malaysia because of me, maybe you will be at Singapore. Hmm..kinda sad when i think about it.
Since baby can't decide your decision, i will set my position to be at KL...at the middle of Malaysia..Hopefully you will get a job at KL as well ^^
That's it for today, tomorrow will be my plan on Christmas^^, Merry Christmas to all !!!
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