My Holiday

The holiday for this semester is long enough to kill me...25 Sept to 17 Oct. The days without baby are killing me as well... Well... i know the reason for why i am turning into so deep for you baby...Baby.. this feeling keep following me because of i can't live without you..i am so scare because i still haven't fixed in baby's heart..i scare one day baby will leave me... That's why i am turning like this...

After all this is just what i thought....It may be right , and it may be wrong... All i wanted is to stay in baby's heart forever...as your future hubby...of cause, baby, you are my future wife...I can make sure that all i want is you to be my wife...What we both need to do is to maintain our communication ...maintain our love toward each other right baby ??

This "BLOG" is really used to be my "BLOG" ...But now, i have decided to change it from "Blog" to "Log"....Begin from this post, this blog will record the activities i had done , as well as my
feeling .....

~25th-30th September~
These days baby stay at Taiping...Honestly, baby, i never see my my mom's happy face for quite a years ...Baby, you help my mom , gain my family likes.. Even my brother would like you to be my girlfriend...During this 6 days, i totally feel like i got my own family , which baby is beside me every single day...

~1st October~
Baby went back Penang..Along the way back, i never happy...i am feeling sad..the sadness is not because of baby is going back, it is because of i can't contact baby as frequent as i wish...it has already a distance between us, now, with the "help" of the cell phone connection, and baby's promise to parents, it double up the distance between us....

~3th October~
Baby went back Penang, now is Xuan Yi's leaving to KL....I got no one beside me for the whole holiday..It is really sucks...everyday sleep in painful...missing baby....

~4th - 7th October~
My days is getting meaningless... I suppose to finish the Final Year Project and Business Ethic. But..How could i touch a single page? my heart is not here..

~8th - 10th October~
I went to grand house. Requested by my cousin...Thought she will help me in wasting my time without thinking baby..But..it fail...the next day, she took my car without my permission..WTF....How could she do that...At the same day, finally i can meet baby ..i don't know why i keep smiling that day, i can't hide the feeling that i feel extremely happy when i know i can see baby....Aye! On the way to Gurney, i feel happy, feel exciting, keep smiling...haha...
The next day, fetch my cousin to Nibong Tebal..Damn...it's located between Taiping and Penang...So fucking far ... at Kuang Yee Bridal Collection, i saw a family, handsome father, pretty mother, one child which behave like dinosaur; another baby which is so cute, with a big eye and smile all the time... No doubt, this is the family i want, not the look, is the warm..i feel their warm..happy family.

~11th & 12th October~

I can't sleep for the whole night...baby injured... how could i fall asleep ? what i can do is wish baby will recover as soon as possible. Today done with the Final Year Project research at library... guess i will able to finish it in 2 days.... god bless my Business Ethic....